My family and past

Dad

Wow!  Its been about fifteen years since I saw my family.  I still remember how my father looks like before he left, I still have a picture of him that my mother gave me.  Still depressed that he left us like that, we were such a happy family when we were young and mom was so much more happy.  I always listen to this song when I think about my father and where he went off to, still wonder if he still thinks about us and if he's still alive.

Mom, Laura, Dad

       

Speaking about my mom, I hope she's doing fine without me, feel really bad that I just left her and Laura.  I miss them so much! Mom use to be pretty bossy towards Laura, which was the one thing I really didn't like most. the picture above is the only picture I have of my mom. I still have pictures of Laura, she looks so cute in the pictures when she was still really young, I regret all that I've done and wished I cared more about her.

Laura, me

                                   Laura, my big sister was always shy, even though she had a problem with her leg and always had a brace on it, I still loved her for who she was and tried looking after her.

                              Before I left on my crazy journey around the world, I took a picture of the house, where the fire escape was just so I can keep memories of everything that happened.

This is a photo of Laura when she was still in school when she was in grade 4.  I found this in my album, did not even know that I had it.

She is extremely beautiful although she is always very shy in front of everyone, since she was little and she still is now.

This is the place mom use to always tell Laura and I about, blue mountain and all the gentlemen callers.   


The Song I always listen to when thinking about my family and what they going through. 
Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

For some reason, Laura always cared and loved her glass menagerie.

The unicorn was her favourite and it meant so much to her.

The adventure

To begin my adventure after leaving, I travelled the world as a merchant sailor before ending up in London where I found myself a job, I worked at a cinema to start off with my new life.  I worked there for about 6 years while slowly being promoted and going up in the business.

Every night, when I get home, I work on my poetry and read literature all night, I hardly ever watch television because I am not interested in it.  If I want to know about news, I just read the newspaper.

After ten years, I was promoted to manager and now I own the new cinema.  It is rated one of the highest in the city and now and then, a few celebrities come through to watch movies at my cinema. 

I wrote a few poems while I was in management and sent them to the newspaper to see if I could get it into the newspaper.  Three out of six of my poems were put into the newspaper which made me decide on writing and publishing poems.

A few months after being promoted to manager, I met this girl named Cameron and we fell in love.  Right now we are about to get married as I proposed to her.  She is in the film industry, that's how I met her, I think it was a sign that day.

This is us at a film festival in Paris.  The day I proposed to Cameron, I proposed to her in the evening after the film festival and she said yes instantly. One of the most happy days of my life.

This is the song that I dedicated to Cameron while we were only dating.

Backstreet Boys - All I Have To Give

 

I still feel sad and have thoughts of my family all the time, miss them a lot and I wish I could see them again.  One day I want to go back and see if they still there.  If you ever read this Laura, all I want to tell you is that I LOVE YOU!!!